beautiful (i just want you to know...)

it's over now, no problems in this world

I stayed in New York, depressed, walkin mad through the block
Watching brothers go down, my project friends smoking rock
My group divided and everything was undecided
I was drinking, thinking: "Damn, man, my boat is sinking"
Everybody's whack and new groups comin back
They on Arsenio, booty's on video
Watch this clown rhyme that's paid for on primetime
Everybody's mean, they're hard, they're killing mothers
Shootin bang bang, fakin man killing brothers
I had to turn off the radio from all the Walt Disney
Mickey Mouse and friends all talking pop and lippy
Girls excited for what? And over-infatuated
People got their brain washed and folks got manipulated
They start believing Donald Duck made the earth
The industry was cursed since the Dinosaur's birth

c'est la vie?

12:30 pm thursday - 3:30pm- woke up in a random situation. pretended to vacuum the dorm halls. relaxed by the pool. tired but functional and somewhat happy

4:00pm thursday - 8:35am friday (today, this morning)- haven't been able to relax. everlasting headache. breathing/thinking/heart rate finally starting to slow down as it gets lighter outside.

8:47am (now)- class in an hour.

11:30- track down my teacher so i can tell him why i haven't been showing up

12:30-3:00- pretend to vacuum for 2 and a half hours.

3:00-4:00- a beautiful hour one hour(fuck that) recuperation

4:00-6:00- Go to class then FINALLY time to go home, breathe, forget about the terrible 48 hours I just had and clear my head. *sleep better. *feel better